Males are taught not to express emotions. I was taught not to cry or tell anybody how I felt. It fucked me up royally, because now that I know its okay, I feel. I feel so much emotion. I have so much shit trying to be expressed all at once and nobody to tell. So it just builds up inside.
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Be right back my ass.
The only down side to exercise is how horny it makes me. Cuz my love is too far away to help take care of me.
Life out here is hard. I have no choice but to focus. Or else i’ll ruin everything that I have going for me.
I’m an amazing person and an awesome boyfriend. I can’t lose sight of that. It fucks with my emotions. I’m good enough for anyone. The true question is whether people are good enough for me. I’ll survive even through these hard times. I’ll love those that deserve it unconditionally and I’ll always be loved as long as I respect myself.
I can’t wait until they add sounds to gifs. Would it just be a video file though?
I’ll give you all I got. Just give me all for this, I need confidence in myself. I’ll give you all of me. Just give me all of it, I need all of it to myself.
I’ve seen black musicians when they’d be jamming at a jam session with white...– Malcolm X - Founding Rally of the Organization of Afro-American Unity SOURCE: By Any Means Necessary: Speeches, Interviews, and a Letter by Malcolm X. 1970. (via colormysoul)
[[MORE]]means that i should be reading right now. but instead i’m on here, doing nothing and my mind is going in circles with what i want to say and need to say and dont know how to say and these readings and sanctions and insecurities and food and relaxing and conversation. i want a legit conversation with someone. one that isnt awkward. i need mental stimulation. i need peace of mind. i...